Should i become rasta?

i am a 12 year old caucasian male atheist who holds a deep knoledge of politics, guns, violence,rap music, and ganja. i smoke weed regularly an quite recently i have become interested in rasta. not just because of weed but because of spirituality as well. i can be very violent sometimes though and i like rap music a whole lot but i notice that when i get high, its not just all rainbows,its like i am becoming aware of everying. shoulld i become rasta?